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WELL I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE TO START SO HERE GOES I AM A MOTHER OF 5 WONDERFUL KIDS COULD NOT BE MORE BLESSED. I HAVE 3 GREAT FRIENDS. BUT MY NEED IS TO HAVE SOMEONE FROM OUTSIDE LOOK IN . I AM WITH MY YOUNGEST TWO 7 MTH OLD TWINS THERE DAD WHICH IS OKAY I FEEL I DO CARE FOR HIM BUT AT THE SAME TIME JUST DONT KNOW HE DRINKS AND YELLS ALOT THEN SAYS HE WILL WORK ON IT WE HAVE SOE GOOD DAYS I CANT ASK HIM FOR ANYTHING CAUSE HE GETS MAD I DO HAVE CHILD SUPPORT ON HIM WHICH IS 200 BUT HE WANTS ME TO TURN IT OFF AND I AM SCARED TO DO THAT CAUSE HE DOES NOT EVEN WANT TO PAY FOR SMALL THINGS HE DOES PAY ALL THE BILLS BUT ALSO DRINKS EVERYDAY I ONLY MAKE A LITTLE A WEEK AND STILL HAVE TO BYUY FOR THE BABIES AND PAY FOR MY GAS AND THINGS AND 50.00 IN CHILD CARE AND I ONLY MAKE 200.00 I HAVE MOVED BACK TO MY X HUSBAND 2 BUT HE WANTS THINGS I DONT WANT TO DO SO I WENT BACK I HAVE NO WHERE ELESE TO GO MY DAD KILLED HIMSELF MY MOM SHOT HERSELF AND IS ?? MY BROTHER WAS MURDED AND MY GRANDMA DIED THE REST OF MY FAMILY HAS FALLEN OFF THE EARTH I HAVE I JUST NEED TO KNOW IF ME BEING THERE AND WALKING ON EGG SHELLS ALONG WITH MY OLDER 3 AND HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT HIM GETTING MAD OVER SOMETHING OR GOING BACK TO X AND DOING THINGS I DONT WANT TO

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marie112
I know that you love your baby's father's especially the second one but even though you feel like you don't have anyone, you have your 5 beautiful children and God cares about you hun. I don't have parents and i've been through domestic violence myself. You don't have to put up with that crap, just pull yourself together and be strong for your children, the best thing i would say would be to try for transitional housing or shelters and also I would look into hud.gov's website for public housing which is 30% of your income get a po box to keep them out of your mail, also abusers like to isolate you so ask your friends for help as well, if they are real friends they will support you and not hurt you, with public housing your rent can go up and down depending on income so you never get kicked out if you lose your job or something, you could also try for the tanf program through social welfare with 5 kids they will put both dads on support and also they will give you a list of referrals. there is also a website called transitionalhousing.org, drop those zeros and get a hero, you don't have to take abuse from anyone, you don't need to be scared anymore, you will get more help as a single mom, try going to school online and getting a refund check like phoenix.edu or devry.edu and get a refund check.
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Anonymous
look this up " Family Violence Shelters" where you are and they can help you have a place to live and help with food and getting an order of protection. go here call any of those number they should help http://www.hhsc.state.tx.us/programs/familyviolence/shelters.html
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